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Thursday, April 02, 2009
Its been a while since i last wrote a constructive post. so shall write one now...for all my faithful readers:) hehe.
lets see .... the last thing memorable on my mind was shan's birthday. it was then i realised one of the best things that happened to me is my secondary school friends. they're like no other. so we finally met up....like finally after donkey years. they met up to catch confessions of a shopaholic first while i met them after church for dinner. the min i saw liyin, i just started laughing so hard and kachiowing jazzape..reliving those days. and we hugged each other. i wanted to hug jazzape too but she tried me by telling me she was finally taller than me - she wore heels! ok so ly and i continued our perpetual, self-entertaining kachiow. as we headed towards timbre, we were screaming and laughing like we own the world. timbre was good; the ambience. little too pricey though. love it especially since they've got a LIVE band! zomg. ideal place for my birthday party:) so the performer sang 'won't go home without you'...'im yours'...etc. then after a while she asked if anyone wanted to perform. immediately ly and i had a common brainwave: to sabo ape. and indeed we did. muahahaha. initially ape was unwilling but after everyone's support, she gave in. and i knew she would. she was a great spot man! after much contemplation on what to sing (she doesnt know many songs haha), she decided on 'always be my baby'. chermms, jerm and i were in front screaming and supporting her luh. shall upload the video when i receive it. :) i prompted ape a st nicks kemama but luckily chermms controlled me or i would have gone wild. haha. we settled on 3 pizzas. i sneakily took 2 sips of sex on the beach with the waiter patrolling around. camwhored all the way, watched chiam ah gao. i was thinking of performing at timbre tgt with chermms, ape and liyin after A's. but we realised we're some small peanuts so we have to start off as waitresses first then slowly suck up to the boss and get recommended to perform! perfect plan! but we always nvr execute them. i mean look at our band jacket and all the things we always talked about when olvls ends. but after alvls is it man. we'll do it! haha!   so that was sat. cant really recall any significant events throughout the week. and i just have another worry. i've just come to realise that i may not get an A for gp. all along i had that 'sure can' mentality. maybe that was for olvls. now's the A's. not even getting a decent C now. omg. i seriously need to do something! there's this new girl in our class. a supposed j3? gp's the reason she's back here. i cant think about myself repeating j2? it would be hell. everytime at paranoia moments like these i always get momentarily stressed and stress more on the subject. but after a while, with so many thousand and one things to juggle with, i realise i have neglected that subject again! its a friggin vicious cycle and it happens to piano too! ahh wad a twist in my post. started off so nostalgic and cathartic and ending up stressed all over again. but anw wad miss rahman mentioned today during civics make me feel i should be a lot more thankful for wad i have. all these are just physical fatigue, unlike emotional fatigue like the boy's. i'll pray for him:) lets burn our dreams into the skyline 6:07 AM;
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